Living up to your name

Your parents decided what to call you the day that you were born

As you grow and find yourself, is that name truly worn

For every name holds its meaning, just as every rose has its thorn

I feel as thou my name was created just for me

for every thing I've ever read of it describes me to a "T"

So did my parents choose the perfect name

Or did my name choose me?

Just say'n

To see the good in tragedy
is living without fear

To give when you have nothing
is living in simplicity

To laugh at a funeral
is living without regret

Bullshit!!!!!!

Tragedy is harsh, and hard to handle

Simplicity is making the best of what you do have

Living life is full of choices and in turn, regret.
Could'a, should'a, would'a.

Deal with it!

Question...

What good is temptation, If I can't resist
What good is a promise, if broken like this
What good is our friendship, when you only care for yourself
What good is a talent, when left rotting on the shelf
What good is loving, when the feelings not returned
What good is a fire that will never burn
What good are morals, when you'll try anything once
What good is peace, when anyone can hold a gun
What good can come of this...

Dark

What path have I fallowed?
How far have I strayed?
Are you sure you'll still love me
If I live life this way?

So full of confession, guilt and dispare
Can you hear my silent screams,
As they fill the air
No control of these tears as they flow freely still
Welcome! To my own personal Hell

There is No up or down nor in or out
Forgive me, for I can no longer grasp,
what the f*&$ your talking about.
My fears overwhelm me as they take form and restraint
I can no longer move, breath or get away
It is in This darkness I'm afraid I'll forever stay.

Agan

Again I found myself longing for the unknown

Again I wanted you more than I could stand it

Again the time passed at an excruciating rate the longer apart

Once again I tried to be cautious, afraid of being hurt

Once again I got to close to fast

Once again I got comfortable just as you stepped away.

Again a sense of regret and starting over overwhelm me

Again I know that I have gained and lost

Again I will go on.

I can feel you

in the russell of the wind

I can hear you

now that I'm listen

I'll look for you,

in every shadow that I pass

and every new

taken photograph

Hunted by your memory

hunted by this feeling creeping over me

I can feel, you breath against my neck

I can hear you whisper in my ear

please don't leave

I wake up in the night

at the slightest sound

slowly turning corners

hoping you'll be found

lurking in the darkness

watching over me

protecting

scaring

hunting me

Hunted by your memory

Beautiful Beginning

You kissed me once and stole my breath

You kissed me twice and stole my heart.

So bold and aggressive, I lost my nerve.

But you grab my up in your arms, and I am weightless.

Soft lips pressed firmly against my own

Is there nowhere we can go to be alone?

I am yours, take me, but be gentle

I cant risk being hurt again

Because your second my lover, firstly my friend

Secretly hoping this romance never ends

Promise me one thing, that you ll take it slow

I've never been down this road before

Don't know where its going

Don't know where it ends

For this love affair has just began.

When you touch me I quiver

The way you Ceres my skin, put my head in a spin

And I lose control

I don't want to let go.

Take me by the hand and guide me

Talk sweetly to me, and teach me

Run your hand through my hair and hold me

Surly getting bolder but slowly.

Not understanding the feelings I'm having

Its a passion I cant deny

With you I swear I can I fly

I'm so happily confused.

The night has fallen, morning light not far to come

I shall run away from the light, if only to prolong the night

For it means we must part for a new day is to start.

Kiss me goodbye, and Ill hold my breath

When you whisper in my ear "not yet"

Love affair grow wings and fly

Never to be slowed, stolen ,or stopped

Like my heart at your words

Our Beautiful Beginning.