Longing

To know what its like to be loved by the one you most admire.
To be held by the one you couldn't imagin being without.
To work so hard and finally be rewarded
To be, just be.

To be content
To be happy
To no longer worry about so many little things
you know you can do nothing about.
To make it throu one day without being let down.

I CAN'T TAKE IT ANY MORE
I'M GOING TO SCREAM
Because of the longing, OH, the longing...

to be free, to be whole, to be at peace with myself once more.
to dry my eyes and have them remain dry for just a little while.
to depend on someone who will come thru for you.
to lye and rest, and be thankful for the good and the bad.
Oooh!!!...

the longing.